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i took a nice photo today

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oh, the hardship has come.
so, school is becoming more and more herrideous as the days go on.
the usual is happening. a really good friend left, the boy i like thinks im nuts. and it seems like the world is falling apart. not comfortable around people, because when i talk to them, me being in mid sentance, they decide to stroll away to talk to someone else. not comfortable around family. i just wish everything could work. missing people who actually make sense. wishing the cool kids could come back to school. im being driven insane. i don't want to say much more, because it wouldn't sound right on a blog.
but how did everything good, go so terribly wrong

so valentines has come and gone. i think the experiences i had on valentines day would have to be the funniest expereinces ever. i will never forget it!
i went with a friend to the movies to see "he's just not that into you" which turned out to be the biggest love fest ever, in the cinema, because there were either couples together, and then groups of girls, all of whom didn't have a date for valentines day, so went to the movies to ball their eyes out at why they didn't.
so the first problem arised metres after leaving my house. because it was valentines day, everyone was doing things in couples, which lead to me and my friend looking like a couple (there is nothing wrong with same sex couples, we just aren't one). i live in a somewhat narrow minded town, so we were stared down, because everyone thought we were going to the movies together as a couple.

so, when we got into the cinema, sharing popcorn and drink, we became interested in the three girls infront of us, they were talking about a juicy breakup or something and we had the idea of leaning forward and looking at her messages while she was going through them, the lowlifes we are. so, little did we know, the girls heard us say that and turned around to look at us, leaned iver their seats. we immediatly looked up at the screen, seconds later, we cracked up laughing and didn't stop for about 10 minutes, with the girls in front of us continually looking and talking about us. the likr happened throughout the movie, towards the end i said someiht ng like "awww, he called her!" then one of the other girls turned arount and said "no shit?"

about 15 minutes later my friend and i decided to leave the cinema early, completely convinced that we were going to be bashed by the girls in front of us. to top it off, every couple in the cinema were continually making out, making the whole experience embarrassing!!

probably the funnest movie/valentines experience i've had.

peace out

poetry for a dull day

Gotta find your inner strength
If you can't then just throw life away

Gotta learn to rely on you
Beauty, strength, and wisdom,too

You're beautiful inside and out,
Lead a great life without a doubt

Don't need a man to make things fair,
'cause more then likely he won't be there

Listen, gotta know it's true;
in the end all you've got is you